Flirted With You All My Life - Vic Chesnutt

银古729

I am a man
I am self-aware
And everywhere I go
You're always right there with me
I flirted with you all my life
Even kissed you once or twice
And to this day I swear it was nice
But clearly I was not ready
When you touched a friend of mine
I thought I would lose my mind
But I found out with time that
really I was was not ready, no no
Oh, Death
Oh, Death
Oh, Death
Really, I'm not ready
Oh, Death you hector me
Decimate those dear to me
Tease me with your sweet relief
You are cruel and you are constant
When my mom was cancer sick
She fought but then succumb to it
But you made her beg for it
Lord Jesus, please I'm ready.
Oh, Death
Oh, Death
Oh, Death
Really, I'm not ready

银古729

现在回过头想想，等病理结果的那几天不知道是怎么过来的
就觉得还有很多事没有做，以前浪费了太多时间（？）
没办法对自己说出“生活还是要继续”这样的话
请了几天假去了趟上海，想见谁，结果被拒
回来后倒是继续上班，没人看出我身上发生了什么，我真是个演员

sabrina

不管最後結果是什麼
請珍愛自己在的每一天
祝安!!